This reminds me of a quote from "The Sky Is Everywhere" by Jandy Nelson. “It's such a colossal effort not to be haunted by what's lost, but to be enchanted by what was.”. xx
Don't be sorry. I hope you're okay. x
Hope you feel better soon. Holidays aren't far away!
I love you. xx
I know this feeling to well. Especially the dreams.
Many thanks for your feedback. :)