And I'm really just not sure whether or not I'm happy or sad,
I'm just wondering how I can feel so hopeful,
When everything is so helpless.
who does know?
(I JUST FUCKING NEED SOMEBODY TO HELP ME MAKE SENSE OF IT ALL.)
And I don't understand why my head
is so full of words when I wake up,
and I wish one day I could just sit and write them all down,
because then maybe I could make sense of them,
and it all,
I have to get ready for school.
('the teachers tie us to our chairs and pour worlds into our ears')
I'm so tired and I keep getting sick and it's all so exhausting,
(but sometimes I'm the happiest I've been in ages.)
You took my breath away,
And behind at school.
But I'll be okay,