"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." - Dale Carnegie:)
It's never because you're not good enough. You are never.ever. not good enough. If you fail, no one will give a fuck and neither should you because I know you're trying your hardest and if you need me to remind you of that im always here. Chin up kid, you know you're wonderful, right? and know that I love you, with all my love I have in me.xx
I think it is a risk you have to take. Not taking it would be worse!
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