Saturday, July 24, 2010

It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to.

Hello trusty followers!

I'm sorry I've been a dreadful blogger, I don't have too much time on my hands at the moment, but I haven't posted in more than a month and I really ought to.

China was amazing, but I don't have pictures or time to talk about it right now.

Sorry, it's a small effort, but I'm finding blogging... difficult at the moment, so here goes:

The task: fill in 12 likes, 1 love and 8 hates like Cassie in her therapy video. Below, the bolded things are what you MUST include. Also, please link it back to Erimentha, and link it onto 3 other blogs you admire!

Abracadabra, Wow!

I like boys that will make an effort and girls that knw where they're going. 
I like doing hillarious dance moves with my friends.
I like books that make me cry.
I like people that know how to take compliments.
I like being looked after.
I like oddly proportioned people.
I like kind strangers.
I like adrenaline rushes.
I like long hair.
I like science lessons where we talk and talk and talk.
I like waking up, feeling energetic.
I like remembering, and feeling grateful instead of sad.
I love China.

Today is my 15th birthday.

In some ways, I love everything.

Its less, its less of a thing to like, its less distinct, its less particular.
I like things that I like but I love everything
There’s more choice in like
Cos even the worst things have things you love in them
I don’t know what you mean about things I hate

I hate not being able to fall asleep because I physically can not stop coughing.
I hate how indecisive I am.
I hate days when everything could have gone perfectly, but didn't.
I hate knowing it will never be the same.
I hate feeling like I'm running out of time.
I hate how everything I hate is everything I am.
I hate how everything changed, but in a way, I know one day I'll be glad.
I hate when I know something terrible is going to happen but there is nothing I can do to stop it.

I hate this, wow. . .



xoxo Camelgirl


  1. :) happy 15th birthday lovely!

    thanks for continuing to blog, i know sometimes it's hard to know what to write, but i'm glad you can write only a bit, every so often. take your time. i hate knowing something terrible is going to happen but there is nothing I can do to stop it too! its awful.

    much love, hope you had a great day!

  2. I missed your blogging, I'm gald it's back.
    Happy 15th birthday! I hope it was extraordinary.

  3. Happy birthday. (KLF;dssajkf;s'adfajsjlfhjskadfa;)

    Yeah you can guess what that was about.

    I hate not being able to fall asleep because I physically can not stop coughing.
    ^ thats the story of my life at the moment.

  4. I think that's all I want in life.
    to remember and not feel sad.
    but rather grateful. But what I want more then that.
    is for them to feel it too.

  5. This post put a smile on my face!
    Happy birthday for the other day x

  6. I'm a little late but I hope you had a happy birthday!

  7. Happy birthday! :) Sorry, I'm late! But I wasn't on the internet all weekend!
    My 15th bday is next month.
    I'm glad you had a good time in China.


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