There's song that reminds me of candles and stages and still makes me almost want to cry, just like it did the first time I ever heard them sing it.
The only things really keeping me grounded are a mass of red curls and a girl who knows when something is wrong with me and Wednesday afternoons and sharing laughs with people you never thought you'd again laugh with.
Time keeps passing and I got one comment on my last post, that's awful.
I was right in the way that when I finally stopped trying too hard to fit in places that I didn't, I found the place where I really belong.
But I still feel like everything is so fragile, if I alter one thing, there will be a domino effect and I'll be left with nothing again.
This is a pretty muddled up post, but it's not like anyone read these any more, so what does it matter.