why do i keep ending up on streets in tiny hours and feeling Klassy as can be . why do i feel like a horrible friend when i'm the one who has been abandoned. why why why. and why has this made me like him less. or has it. am i just a toy or is he just a toy, or both, or fuck. i want the other him. but i dont like him, argh argh argh. help me. let them like me. they seem fine at school. but not now. i just feel like my prescence is just as fine as my absence.