Friday, October 15, 2010

I will never love you more.

So there has been rain and cuts on places they don't deserve to be made and rain and lack of boxes and rain and friend replacements and replacement friends. There has been narrow misses,  newly healed, once again aching hearts, rain, and a lack of tears when really they would actually be excused this time. There were assemblies and concerts and dirty nicknames, webcams, sleepovers and newfound secrets. There were apologies and cruel comments and invitations and tears on shoulders and a sense of not belonging.

Will any of this matter in a week, a month, a year?

xoxo Camelgirl


  1. I don't think it will matter, I mean, eventually, not in a set time or date. Or number.

    Eventually, I'll forget things, we'll all forget things. Even the things that seem really pressing and important and crushing. But Gosh, I really wish I could forget everything right now. I agree
    too much is happening, but not enough of it is distracting. I need a distraction.

  2. *sighs
    my god, you don't deserve this. I agree with sanchez, hopefully it won't matter and also by then there'll be other happenings screwing everyone over but some good will out of at least something,,


  3. i guess in the long run there are very few things that will matter, you could probably count them on your fingers.
    and in the longer run none of it will matter, after all, it's just one person.
    but some people make these things one of the fingers.
    its their choice i suppose.
    i hope you're okay.
    it was nice anyway.
    with love,

  4. I agree, there will probably only be a few things that will really matter.

    But that is later, and this is now. And right now it does matter and hurt :(

  5. It all makes you who you are now...but life goes on & everything will work out..maybe not now but it will. ♥


  6. really like this post. i wonder if anything will be matter years to come. knowing me, i think it will.

    have fun on camp lovely camelgirl. this post was superb!

  7. I hope the cuts have healed and you dont want to cry. I want you to be okay and the amazing things to start and happen. The sad things will stop mattering once you realise its not worth being sad over...that wasnt as deep as it sounded in my head. Crap...sorry. I love you.

    P.S thanks for the ice cubes.

  8. Sometimes it scares me that things that matter so much now won't matter in the future. But then again, in the future, it won't matter, so we won't be scared anymore, or care anymore.
    Wow that made no sense.
    Anyway, this is lovely(:

  9. I just want to hug you right now.
    I really hope things like these don't matter.
    Have a good weekend.


  10. The answer is no. It won't matter in the future. It never does. I think thats a good thing.


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