Sunday, November 8, 2009

You make me happy, whether you know it or not.

Lately, I have felt split.
I feel quite in love with the world, and then something bad happens and yet, I stay just as happy.
I guess this is a good thing, just weird, because a year ago I would have been whining and complaining about all the bad.
I keep getting reminded of all the terrible things in the world, and I hate them, but I still feel incredibly fond of the world.
I feel quite lonely right now.

Oh well.
Love the world!

Currently, I cannot stop listening to Droplets by Colbie Caillait and Jason Reeves.

Rain makes me feel so alive.

I watched part of the third Harry Potter the other day, and it made me feel quite sad, because I remembered how much younger I was when I first watched it and how much I've grown and changed, and also that there are no more Harry Potter books coming.

I love it when Hermione punches Malfoy, so much!
Go girl power!

Oh, and also, the movie reminded me how just one tiny decision, can affect the rest of our lives, and then everyone elses lives, and then even possibly the whole world and future.

Sometimes I start wondering about something and that something turns into something else, and then my brain just stops working because the problem or wondering-ness is too big.
And I forget what I had first wondered about.

Did I make the wrong decision?
Too late now.

Sorry for this higgeldy piggeldy (how do you spell that?) post.

xoxo Camelgirl


  1. Hahha :)

    I LOVE LOVE LOVE this post.

    Rain & Harry Potter, perfect combo.

    catherine, xx.

  2. :) great post.

    i always feel like that. weird, like im happy when i should be sad. it's because the world is so beautiful, and life so short.

    ps hp rocks


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